Well I guess i'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And i'm going to extremes to prove i'm fine without you
But in reality i'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile,
Gradually i'm dying inside.

Friends ask me how i feel
And i lie convincingly
Coz i don't want to reveal
The fact that i'm suffering.
So i wear my disguise, til i go home at night
Turn down all the lights
And then i breakdown and cry.

#nowplaying #MariahCarey #oldschool