Randoms

Looking through old friends profile pages in facebook... or reading their tumblr / tweets randomly makes me realise how everything's changed. And how I envy loads who are overseas, studying their asses off + partying and enjoying life overseas whereas I'm in Singapore... Prolly stuck til..... *sigh*

Bucket list? Is that what they call it? Whatever. It was always my dream to travel the WORLD before settling down and having kids.. In fact, sometimes I can't even see me having kids (cos i always think the world will end before i even get married, or i'll just die some horrifying death, haha). SO IN SHORT, i find myself pretty useless right now. :( Cos i'm nowhere near the stuff I dreamt about before.

It's like, "HELLO YOUUUUUU'RE 18! What happened to the dreams you had when you were 12?"

I gave up a lot of things. Like French (could've been useful if I study in France one day......) and my closeness with God (can't remember the last time I actually prayed and talked to him) and my studies. Disappointed.

My grades are..... okay in terms of passing, but A's? Definitely not. What happened to me, right? The JC-wannabe-kid back in secondary school. Not that life right now is sucky (it's honestly not sucky at all) but I just think life could be different if i'm doing things I WILL be proud of when i'm 25. *sigh*

My class clique who's... always there for me. Regardless. :)

My corkboard of important people....... YES I AM TOO LAZY TO MAKE IT LOOK NICER. The important thing is seeing the faces of people dear to me. <3 I tried having everyone inside........ HAHAHA.