Have you ever wanted something and have its doors close on you?
Then somehow, out of the blue something/someone opens the door (for a bit) again....
You decide, "Hey why not? It opened on its own."
So you try on the ways that you have tried before to keep the door open, and to your surprise.. the tiny open.. enlarges.
Now it's pretty big, wide open at your face.

Ironic how the door's pretty damn wide open for me now, yet I have no idea if I should enter it or not.

The lazy me who doesn't like making choices... Well I guess I have decided to enter the door.
Besides there is another door after this said door anyway, if both doors open for me then I guess it was meant to be. If the 2nd door doesn't open, I'm sure there's other doors that was really meant to be. :)

Goodluck to you dear Shannon. :)