Two weeks of TNS is up. And i sorta miss it now. The house felt lonely while I was packing up my stuff, alone. I'd be alone on my bed again. Every night. Can't talk to A♥ til my eyes can barely keep open. Won't wake up to his weird scent. Won't have to nag and push him around the bed til he gets up for school. Won't have to feel angsty cause he doesn't wanna get up for school. Won't be holding hands while walking to school. Won't be rushing "home" after school with my friends to chill. No moreeeeeeeeeeeeee.
And what sucks more is that.. I spent every night sleeping early. As what A♥ would call, WASTED nights.
AH OH WELL. I am just a pig like that. :<
But i do feel lonely, typing all these now. The thought of my apartment saddens me. :(
Or maybe the thought of "coming home" to my lovely boyfriend every day for two weeks is the one that saddens me the most. YEAH OKAY IT IS :(
I shall sulk on my own, on my bed which i dont even want right now.
*SULKS*
Hey sweetheart, i miss you. :-*
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