Sunday, July 31

weak weak heart.

Just watched Insidious with my sister, brother and 2 cousins in our dark living room.
One of the baddddddddddest decisions of my life ever. :/
Couldn't walk into my own room for an hourrrrrrrrr alone. Couldn't go to the toilet.
I was stuck in the couch. Til I told myself that my house has been this way since forever and no silly things will happen just because I watched a stupid fucked up shit scary movie.

But shit is real. My heart pumps blood 5x faster than usual now.
AND WHEN THE BLOODY SCENES POP OUT IN MY HEAD, it pumps 10000x faster.
I am gonna lose blood in this rate. I am not even exaggerating.
Hahahahahahaha. Duh ofcourse I am. But nevertheless, still proves that my heart is fucken weak.

So much for training it and trying to be a bad ass. HOW AM I GONNA STAY UP LATE TO STUDY NOW? Even worse, how am I gonna sleep? :C

Wrong decision. But i've made it. And what's done is done. :/
God please help me be brave. Please..............

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