Wednesday, May 11

i wish i knew right from the start.


Trying to keep myself awake by blasting clubbing songs. Heh. On a normal holiday; i'd be super alive right now. But with school and all the shit going on.. The life span of my body dies half way through the day. And my hate for waking up is coming back now, with a strong passion. :/

Ahhh well. I'm starting to stop caring about things now. Yknow, the bad things that goes around. And i've realised how open i've been recently. Open about things, about people. The judgmental and prejudicing me has disappeared. Hah. Especially with the type of people I mix with.

And well I spent my night with 3 boys "lepak-ing". I could've gone home yes, but when a friend in need is in need, no excuses! If I was an outsider, and i'd see a girl hanging out with a bunch of guys, i'd be thinking "UGH DESPO PIECE OF SHIIIIT" but now that I am the girl being the slut? Hmmmm. I guess it will look wrong from the outside, but from the inside? We're just hanging out as friends. All guys are attached, I am rather... not so available anyway.

Point is, stop judging people. You don't know. Their world could be crashing at that very moment.

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